Recess! as per usual long q. but at lease i got my food this time round. i must not give up easily. How dumb. After recess was mathematics. Did practice papers. So much cann. i gave up doing and started chatting about class tee with the whole class. I know miss chong was a lil pissed but i believe she understand our excitment. Biology was next. did n-level and some worksheet. Social studies just did source based questions. History was like whoa. Teacher was sick and i believe her germs are spreading to all of us. RAHHS. And evil weiheng did something so horrible that made audrey tan cried. He pull audrey tan chair away while she was going to sit. And she eventually fell on the floor. It hurts lahhs. After school had geography trip meeting. Yesh though im not in geography, im still going for the malaysia trip. YIPPE. was suppose to make the class tee at far east. so clarinda and jessie had to wait for me. Cassandra went off with her "boyfriend" first and we were suppose to meet them at Far east LJS. So me, jessie and clarinda trained down to orchard and waited for nichola to follow us also. When we reach LJS, guess who was cassandra boyfriend? CELESTE AND CHZE SING. dumb mann cassandra. Ate and after that went to do the class tee. URGHHS. the uncle so bad. cause there was like three sec three students from our school also making the t-shirt. Then the uncle say that we all sec 3 arhs. then we were like NO! and he even say i sec 1. wahhh! embarrassing can. i know im short but u dont need to say until i sec 1 rights!! HAHAHA. oh well, we even got bullied by him. He hit me with a file lahhs. super funny and clarinda got pinched on her cheecks. AHHAHA. he is funny lahhs. Settled everything around 6. Walked around. went to paragon and heeren. Around 715pm cassandra mum called me. she ask me whether cassandra was with me. WHOA. thats scare the hell out of me. then we trained home. took marina bay and back to yishun. reached home nearly nine. YEAHH! collecting the class tee this thursday and shopping. YIPPE. im loving school. OH MANN. i have task analysis to do. RAHHHHHHS.
Vindicated
heys there. alrights, i did change my blogskin again. I dont know why also. well, included music video at the corner to. Click five. The music video is super hilarious. Like all the girls started of with "CLICK FIVE!CLICK FIVE!CLICK FIVE" super LOL-ing. Helena music video is also damn stupid. Oh well, maybe some other time i'll put (: 3:02 PM
Tomorrow school. Have not done my history homework. im lazy. cant wait for world war 3 tomorrow. Im training myself not to cry. cause whenever i raise my voice, i will like cry. But i musnt. HOW DARE YOU ACCUSE ME.
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Saturday, March 25, 2006
HATE THAT WOMAN!
FREAK LAH SHE! I SHALL NOT SAY HER NAME HERE! ASS LAH. SHE FREAKINGLY IDIOT! SHE KNOW THAT WE ALL DAOING HER SHE STILL GOT THE FACE TO TALK TO US AND GO OUT WITH US. AND SHE SUPER DE DUPER IRRITATING LAH. SHE KEEP ON SAYING HI TO ME ON MSN LIKE DONT KNOW HOW MANY THOUSAND TIMES. I IGNORE HER THOUSAND OF TIMES UNTIL TODAY I CANT TAHAN AND I SCREAM AT HER ON MSN. I SAID I NEVER REPLY YOU MEANS IM BUSY OR I HATE TALKING TO YOU. THEN SHE NEVER REPLY. SHE SELF CONFESSED THAT SHE IS MUTED AND CANT REPLY TO WHAT I SAY. HOW DUMB.11:21 PM
SHE BACKSTAB ALOT OF PEOPLE! SHE BACKSTABBER! HATE HER. FIRST BACKSTABBING ACT. SHE FLIRT WITH MY FIRM GANG MATE PHOBIA ON HIS BLOG AND HAVE HIS NUMBER JUST TO FLIRT. SHE AT FIRST SAY SHE HAVE THE NUMBER BECAUSE SHE PROMISE THAT PHOBIA THAT SHE WILL CALL HIM. THEN SHE SAY SHE DONT HAVE. AND NOW SHE SAY SHE CANT REMEMBER HAVING HIS NUMBER! SECOND BACKSTABBING ACT. SHE TOLD ME AND A FRIEND WHO IS ANOTHER FIRM GANG MATE PHOBIA CLASS. SHE ACTUALLY PROMISE HER NOT TO TELL ANYONE. SO I THAT TIME ASK HER WHAT CLASS AND SHE LIKE SAY WITHOUT DOUBT. I DIDNT KNOW SHE ACTUALLY PROMISE MY FRIEND NOT TO TELL LAHH. SHE CAN JUST TELL ME SHE CANT TELL WHAT! THEN SHE ACCUSE ME FOR FORCING HER TO SAY OUT! GET A LIFE WOMAN!
THEN THAT TIME ON THURSDAY ACTUALLY WE DONT ALLOW HER TO GO. THEN I TOLD HER ON MSN THE DAY BEFORE THAT I DONT WANT HER TO GO. THINKING THAT SHE WONT GO. BUT URGHH. SHE DID. AND SHE TOLD MY FRIEND THAT I ALLOW HER TO GO. SHE ACCUSE ME OF LETTING HER TO FOLLOW US. LIKE SINCE WHEN LAH! PLUS SHE SAY AT FIRST SHE DIDNT ACCUSE ME. THEN SHE SAY SHE TELL MY FRIEND. WHAT THE TRALALA. SINCE WHEN I LIKE HER GOING OUT WITH US. THEN SHE TOLD ME THAT SHE NEVER SEE THE MESSAGE PROPERLY.
SHE SEE WHAT! THEN SHE STILL SWEAR SHE NEVER DO ANYTHING WRONG. WHAT THE TRALALA LAHHS! SHE EVERYTHING DONT KNOW. SHE AND THAT GUY FROM MY CLASS WHO I BLOGGED THAT TIME. CAN GO TO ROM AND GET MARRIED AND LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER LAH. DAMN IT CANN!
SHE GONNA GET IT ON MONDAY! I PROMISE. EITHER AT PARADE SQUARE BEFORE ASSEMBLY. IN CLASS. RECESS OR AFTER SCHOOL! SHE BETTER HAVE A GOOD REASON FOR ALL HER MISTAKES. I WONT FORGIVE HER. I JUST CANT! SHE IS JUST TOO MUCH.
WHATS NEXT? SHE BACKSTAB MY NICHOLA. THEN ME? WHATS HER OBJECTIVE? GET A LIFE! ASS!
sorry for all my unsightful words. i cant tahan anymore.
I HATE YOU.I HATE YOU. GET OF MY SIGHT. OH MAN. YOURE SITTING DAMN NEAR ME. I SHALL IGNORE YOU. ACT INNOCENT! ACT BLUR! DONT ACT ACT INFRONT OF ME LAH! MUTED WOMAN
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Friday, March 24, 2006
i feel so bad now. im sorry.
HEYS. today school was hell of a mess.Alrights you just got to read to find out why. You guys gonna hear me banging my anger and stuffs here somehow. Hmms. maybe only.7:33 PM
Alrights, so school started with spot check. Teacher told me to pin up my fringe. It feels weird. Oh well what can i do right? I cant rebel. Check this and that. Boys alot kena caught for hair. Loadds cut botak. Now the school looks more like military camp. The boys look like the serving national service. LOLOLOLOLOLS.
Lesson started of with mathematics. CORRECTIONS AGAIN! drag but i still did them, some. Malay was next, did workbook and watch some crap show but end up sleeping. Recess was okay as per usual and as for english went to it lab. did some stuffs there. BLAHHS. Social Studies nothing much. slacked around.
Assembly. Lock class door but the front door spoil so cant lock. But i act like can lock so that people think that the door was lock. but the fact is NO. Assembly was pretty boring. Just endured and there was this secondary 1 guy showed attitude. WTH?
Went back class and guess what! PEOPLE LOST MONEY, HANDPHONE AND IPOD. thank god my handphone wasnt stolen because my phone was in the baby shoe, same as nichola. And my money was in my pocket BUT
cassandra- ipod shuffle
celeste- ipod shuffle
yuru- $40+
audrey tan- Handphone
Huishan- $25
Kavita- $5
all lost. LOST! so teachers came up and told us to report. So did report thingy and guess what 2integrity people lost their belongings too. LIKE HELL ALOT TOO. that person/gang or whoever lah(God knows) must like have more than $1000 worth of things can.
I feel so guilty. NO! i didnt steal. because the door was spoil long time ago and i didnt report. Now it looks like im inviting thiefs into our class. I really do feel bad. Though they all said "nahh, nevermind, it isnt your fault" but its still the 'im sorry' kinda feeling. if i were to report the class door faulty, all this thing wont ever happen can. IM REALLY SORRY FOR BEING IRRESPONSIBLE.
oh ya. mrs tan(principal) talked to all of us. She was so super nice. Wells, God know who took it. Whoever that person/gang is, you people are just childish and hell of a problem. Dumb people.
I FEEL GUILTY! IF IT WAS REALLY REPORTED LONG TIME AGO. THIS WONT HAPPEN.
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Thursday, March 23, 2006
GET A LIFE. YOU ASS.
School was pretty okay. I think. Wells, had typical morning assembly. Then had some meeting thing for sports day and swimming carnival. First was history. Did not do much stuffs just mindmap of one paragraph. HOMEWORK! was given. Next was mathematics. Did some corrections and thats all. Social studies, she was as naggylicious as usual. Well thank God i did my mindmap. 7:56 PM
RECESS! canteen wasnt pack. time-table change what. Yeahhs. After recess was physics. Had alot of talking going on in class. Physics teacher never come. HURRAY! finally i dont need to listen to the subject which i will never pay attention and sleep - woops. Malay was more to listening and practices which will never ever linked to examination topics. How dumb. English!! Did some reading on a passange about the-TALEBANS. gosh wearing those BURQA will make me suffocate to death. i think. its like cover your whole face except your eyes. Well, me and nichola was wondering how the guys there find a woman to get married when all they could see is their eyes. HMMS. the eyes tells it all. LOLOLOLOLOLS. Character first was okay. DAMN! i hate him. that him refers to this guy from my class. shall not name him here or he will soon be dead! i promise.
The story goes like this -
HE DID NOT PAY FULLY FOR THE CLASS TEE. SO I HAD TO TAKE OUT 10BUCKS JUST TO PAY FOR IT. AND IT WAS MY JOGATHON MONEY. I TOLD HIM TO BRING THE MONEY TO PAY ME BACK SINCE TUESDAY. HE SAY TOMORROW TOMORROW TOMORROW! WAHH! TOMORROW NEVER COME LAHHS. RAHHS. THEN I ASK HIM YESTERDAY HE LIKE ACT BLUR AND DONT KNOW. TODAY ASK TODAY THEN HE IGNORE. WTH. THEN TODAY LAST DAY FOR JOGATHON AND HE NEVER BRING. THEN HAD TO BORROW TEACHER MONEY! LIKE GOODNESS LAH! WHERE IN THE WORLD IS YOUR BRAIN. TOLD YOU SO MANY TIMES LAH. COME ON DONT ACT BLUR BY SAYING "what?huh?got meh?". YOU CAN ACT BLUR TO OTHER PEOPLE BUT NOT ME! I AINT STUPID OKAYS. DOESNT MEAN THAT I SMALL I CANT THINK AND I HAVE SMALL BRAINS. GET IT RIGHT! GET A LIFE MAN. YOURE SUCH A PAIN.
i feel so much better! after school went out with nichola,huishan,liling,qiuhan and yijun. Before that i was being accused. DAMN! i hate her! ehhs. im dao-ing you and you think im like still gonna talk to you. DO I LOOK NOT SERIOUS WHEN IM PISSED. rahhs. whatever.
Anyways, went yishun. Ate at long john. After that walked around northpoint. We were stucked at the comic corner. Suddenly comics look nice. LOLOLOLOLOLS. hmms are they? shall try one comic book. but which one? but on the other hand there are so many novels around. SUPER NICE ONES. addicted to books and comics suddenly.
Went home and use the computer till now. Planning to do my homework in an hour time. Man. seems like i hate alot of people today and they will hate me for eternity. IM PISSED!
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Wednesday, March 22, 2006
shut up natasha
Gonna be fast here. Im in a rush to off the computer somehow. I think ive done all my homework except for my malay. I guess. Stupid homework cant stop at all. Its like flowing so easily and fast. WHAT THE CRAP AM I TALKING ABOUT? no sense! Im blur. fine like a sotong. 11:06 PM
I DONT WANT TO GO SCHOOL TOMORROW!
BUT I WANT.
BUT I DONT WANT.
HMMS. a school without teachers.
crapcrapcrap. shut up natasha
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Tuesday, March 21, 2006
History-less day
Today reach school as per normal and stuffs. Two teachers were like standing at the area before we enter the parade square. Yeahs. Had assembly and im still not paying attention. My body is there but my mind isnt. Its somewhere else. Like who knows where? So just stare again. STARE STARE STARE.9:50 PM
Had the long FNN period. Did coursework but later played around. Like we will complete our work at home lahs. Anyhow, had recess. Canteen was empty like only less than 50 human beings. Ate and stuffs. Had mathematics. She was pretty moody. And there will be a test next week. MANN! Next stop was physics. Studied on power and energy and guess what. TEST NEXT TUESDAY! damn it. flunk flunk flunk.
English was next. Again she wasnt happy with us. HOLIDAY MOOD LAHHS. whatever. after school went out with Nichola, Huishan, Qiuhan and Liling. Wanted to go yishun then decided to go city hall. Went to marina square and ate at long john. YUMMILICIOUS. i never get sick of Long John for God know reason why. Had girls talk. Was like pretty noisy. BUT WHO CARES RIGHT? around 530 went to esplanade roof terrace. Its nice as usual. If it was night time. It would be so nice. Everyone misses their 'phobia'.
Hmms. Trained back to yishun and reached home 7 plus. No one was at home. Used the computer till now. Well, im off to be a good student.
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Monday, March 20, 2006
FIRST DAY (term 2) part two
OH YA. i remembered something, i was investigated for 20sec by a CID officer thinking i was shop lifting at cold storage. LOLOLOLS. he like check my bag. Like come on do i look like a thief? LOLOLOLOLS10:36 PM
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FIRST DAY (term 2)
Alrights, YES! YES! i change my blogskin again. I cant resist the temptation. Im not suppose to be high here. Later i will tell you why okays. So anyways, today was the first day of school (term 2). Still in holiday mood? yeahhs. So met eileen as per usual and talk loads in the bus. We were like talking non stop. Okays, mostly she was telling me that the feeling for *ahem* came back. So she was also talking about all her conference and stuffs like that.8:30 PM
Reach school security guard was outside. But never kena check cause we came pretty early. Then sat at the canteen. And teachers started popping out EVERYWHERE! i was like what? looks like some military school can. Whatever. So teacher was everywhere and i cant seem to get my blouse tucked in. BAD TUCK IN DAY(i guess). Wells, so just use my bag to cover somehow. Took newspaper. EVEN MORE TEACHERS! run run run was all in my mind.
Had devotion and i wasnt paying attention at all. I was like looking at i dont even know what. DUMB. so read newspaper. today newspaper was super-de-duper boring. So look around again at i dont know what thing again. HAHA. change in time-table and had bio first. Did some powerpoint slides on alcohol and stuffs like that. Next was english, whoa, teacher was like totally bad mood cause eventually the whole class didnt do her assignment(except one). Made us stand the whole period. Malay was oookayyy.
RECESS! after recess was mathematics. Did one question only (: and started chatting all the way. Next stop physics. Return physics test. I JUST DUNNO WHY I ALWAYS FAIL PHYSICS. rahhs. nevermind. History! test. OH GREAT. like whatever lahs. Social studies, SUPER NAGGY MANN. if she was less naggy for 10secs!!! GRRS.
Anyways after school went out with eileen. Went J8 at first. Ate at food court. The malay food sucks. The fried rice was HORRIBLE! then walk around and went back to yishun. Go long john and munch snacks and did loads of chatting again ((: Shared loads of stuff and crap alot too. She was so crazy.
Then around 6plus called home. Mum answered, she told me to get back home ASAP. cause Grandma was admitted into hospital. PANIC! later on went home and guess what. No one was at home. Till now i cant get through my parents)): I WANNA KNOW WHAT HAPPEN.
Okays. i gotta go and do my FOOD AND NUTRITION homework!
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Saturday, March 18, 2006
Malaysia trip. Lost pineapples.
Well didnt blog yesterday so going to drag myself to blog today. Im currently sick. My throat is in pain and i cant stop sneezing and my eyes are watery. Ive been feeling like this since last. SICK MAN! Anyways, yesterday was the Malaysia Trip. 2:18 PM
Met Liling 635 Yishun MRT middle cabin. Super early for her. LOLOLOLS. So in the MRT we look like retards. She was wearing PE T-shirt and wore a jeans but she fold it. So kinda 2 in 1. If mozzies attack her she can pull it down. THAT WAS CRAP. and i was wearing a polo t and 3/4 pants. WE ARE SUPPOSE TO WEAR LIKE THAT. Look so retarded man. Oh wells, nevermind.
So reach school freaking early, on the journey to school was laughing like hell. anyways, so slacked at the canteen. Not long after everybody came. Liling went to change to polo t. So most of us was in polo t and 3/4 pants or bermudas. Everyone was there except eileen. She overslept. Woke up at 7 but she still can make it actually but her dad didnt allow. WELLS ://
Left school around 7.30 and went into malaysia. Ate prata at gelang patah. YUMMILICIOUS. i miss it loadds. all of us were enjoying every single bite.
The bus journey was freaking bumpy lahs. Okays it wasnt the bus driver fault, the road there was super narrow and bumpy like that. In fact everyone was like jumping up and down from their seats. Liling was like whining every single bumpy thing. She was like "MY STOMACH", "WAHHH!", "*Vomit sound*" and more. Super funny lahhs. But it was true lah. The jouney wasnt comfortable.
In the bus i was feeling sick. I cant read or write in the bus so i was like cannot. i gonna get bus sick, and yeah i got it. My stomach was like going hay-wire. I nearly vomit all my prata out. I was super sick. Reach at the oil platation thingy. Spent loadds of time there cause the teachers ask so much questions. All of us were restless. Finally we went off. Went to see the plantation. Took more pictures. Liling took charge of my phone camera. She was like "snap,snap,snap" WAHAS.
Got pinapples and hard time putting it into a plastic bag. So had to break the top spiky part and i hurt myself. I was the only onw who knows how to do it. All scarec kena poked what (: So i was being poked and scartch by the pineapples. Was bleeding a lil. But its fun doing it.
Next stop was like lunch? YEA. lunch. Ate at kukup. Yummy fish. Then bought bubble gum to chew and blow. Took boat ride to a fish farm. Saw fisherman catching jelly fish. Ehs, that should be JELLYFISHERMAN rights. whatever. They catch the jellyfish and cut the head off and took the legs of the jellyfish. The head they dump into the sea back. Like some cabbage. So poor thing!
Reach the fish farm and saw loadds of fish and jellyfish(a big one). AND HUGE DOGS. then boat ride back to shore and went around the village. Super dirty was like their houses below was suppose to be the sea. But all turn muddy and stuffs. Litter was everywhere. So many mudskipper. We even saw one snake which is poisonous. Its like whoa. DIRTY.
After that went to some pineapple reseach place. The pineapple super cute. Like so many kinds. Then took photos again. DUMDEEDUMDUM. Then went to marrybrown to get drinks and foods. And off to malaysia immigration. AND this was when Darren Lim threw my pineapples. Thinking it was a rubbish bag. DAMN! wahhas. i was like all errrr, MY PINEAPPLES.
Reach school close to 830pm.Took bananas back home. Super heavy. Then went to AMK kfc. Ate dinner. Talk and talk till 930plus. Went home(: i did only the english blig homework. Mann, im sick now.
Pictures will be updated ASAP!
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Friday, March 17, 2006
rahhhs?
Heys. now me and nichola chatting online like siao. Talking bad about people. Well, typical us. Anyways tomorrow trip. I HAVEN IRON MY SHIRT YET!! alrights. Blog tomorrow night or when im not tired. 2:55 PM
IM OFF NOW(:
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homeworks are killing me inside out
Alrights, so holiday is ending real soon. GREAT! i still have tons of homework on my study table. They are all staring at me. Well at least i manage to finally complete my FNN mindmap and research. Ready to hand in (: Task Analysis, hmm. I shall think about it. Cassandra planning not to do. 10:22 AM
Well, i still have my english Paper 3 and the review. Mann!! i hate doing it. but- NO CHOICE. Biology! SHITTY! i forgot all about it. DAMN. research on alcohol. die natasha die. now me and cassandra is like "OH SHIT-ING" online. and there her vulgarities appear. OHH! english book thingy. and read malay story book! I DONT EVEN HAVE A MALAY STORY BOOK AT HOME!! rights.
OK! i will do them all by today? well, i hope. Anyways, tomorrow is the Malaysia Trip. Like super fast lahhs. before i know it, its monday where all the teachers will hunt me for my homeworks. OH GREAT! i love life. it so rocks (NOT)
Dumdeedumdum. how i wish i was re-born. OK that is crap. ignore!
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Thursday, March 16, 2006
addicted to music
HEYYS. well, didnt go for the chalet. Pretty much stuck at home and listening to music and watching music videos at youtube. Not bad, staying at home can be good which makes me think i dont want to go out tomorrow. I need to settle my FNN N-level coursework. So yeah, i should stay home. Friday would be the malaysia trip. Excited somehow(:12:23 PM
So today slept from 4 till 7. yeps! feel so great now. im feeling much better but i think i will be having sore throat soon. PRAY it wont happen. Mann i do miss school, its a few days away. Tralala. But i have not done my dear homeworks yet.
Off to watch more music videos ://
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Wednesday, March 15, 2006
ONLY ONE.
HEYS. alrights, i change my blog song from the 911 tribute to this one. Dont know why also. My love for certain song wont last long but sometimes it will come back again. Rights, well its the second day of holiday and im pretty bored and sick of home. My mum is getting so naggy and me trying to shut my mouth is just so RAHHS. mann! if now is like normal school days, i will be out or in school with my friends. HMMS. 7:49 AM
So tomorrow will be the chalet. Denise wants me to go. But i aint sure. Its like so little people go and like will my parents allow? Oh man. now i have to keep my mouth shut the whole day and be nice later night to ask them if i can go. SICK. im sick and if they allow me to go also must be back early. WELL, no harm trying right. wahhas.
Today i did clear my room. Its super neat now. My butt will be stuck on the chair infront of the computer till later night i guess. But my bones are all aching and stuffs. OUCH!
My house phone been recieving unwanted calls. The weird thing is that we dont know who they are. WEIRD. maybe my house number was publish somewhere yeah. COOLS. crappy.
DUMDEEDUMDUM.
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Tuesday, March 14, 2006
Sometimes, it takes a little courage to brings you happiness
Heys. Did not blog yesterday cause my brother CRASH my computer. He install dont know what crap and tada!! its spoil. Thanks alot bro! and now my pictures, documents, project and my other important stuffs all gone. GONE FOREVER. never to come back. MANN, that sucks. oh wells, nevermind. at least he fixed it for me today. So forgiven. BUT!! my computer is so lagg now. RAHHS.2:40 PM
So yesterday was just a typical sunday. Did nothing much. Had fried kuay teow for dinner. I was sick also. And today went to school with eileen in the morning to meet Ms Jeya do class blog. Thanks Ms Jeya anyways((: After that went off to Marina GV watch Big Momma House 2. Super funny mann. especially the small boy. You guys should check it out during this holiday. WANTER TO WATCH FINAL DESTINATION!! but im not officially 16! COME ON! its like 4 months. does it make any difference. Will it ruin my brains and freak me out. RAHHS. im angry. i cant even watch date movie. RAHHS. i wish i am already sixteen. GRR.
Oh yeah. before movie starts, ate lunch at pizza hut. Okay, no more pasta for the time being. Think im sick of it already. HMMS. pizza should be next on my food list. wahhas.
Alrights holiday started already. Monday is gone just like that. Suppose to go out with nichola and Qiuhan to change malaysia money for this friday malaysia trip but im sick so sorry i cant make it)): SNIFFS. So with that, i shall stay home and pack my room.
Wednesday. I aint sure whether to go for the chalet. Im sick and i doubt my parents allow me. Even if i go, i will have to be home early for some reasons. OHHS. i dont know. lets see how it goes.
Thursday. Not sure, maybe start doing homeworks and craps and prepare for Malaysia trip the next very day. YEAHS. hope im feeling much better by then ://
FRIDAY! trip! MALAYSIA TRIP.excited i think. oh wells, hope it will be a fun one with my friends(:
STAY HOME SATURDAY. i should be tired due to the malaysia trip. so i shall rest at home and date my computer of television!
Sunday. I dont know. No plans yet.
Alrights, thats all my plans. Eileen perm her hair. FOR YOUR INFO. wahas. looks busy but im sick. im weak. im all tired. i have puffy eyes. i have insect bites everywhere. THANKS ALOT MY DEAREST PESTS!
P.S;; cassandra!
heys girl, i know you miss you dad loadds and you love him. Like i said, its just a call away only. You miss your dad and you aint doing anything. Where is all your courage cassandra. You are moodless these days because of your dad problem. Just tell him how much you misses him. Cassandra, i as a friend will not force you to do so. But i really wish to see you telling him all those. I want the happy cassandra, not the current one. WHERE IS MY REAL OHMA!! shutata and the rest surely wants you back.
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Sunday, March 12, 2006
will my happiness last?
Alrights what a tiring day. So woke up at 9. recieved message from eileen and she called me. Around 11, my mum left. Met liling at 12 to go to st nicks funfair. Not bad. i love milo dinosaur ((: After that went to marina square and walked around. Around 6plus left for home. Ate instant noodle. Yummy. alrights then.1:55 PM
Anyways i change my blog song. its the same as my cassandra. just a lil different. a tribute to 911. listen to the girl talking.
I ALWAYS LOVE YOU.
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Saturday, March 11, 2006
JOGATHON.
OH YEAHH! today was perfectly fine. just some stupid and dumb thinking and stuffs happen but wells things are okay. I think. HAHA. alrights. so today went school and went mad at the parade square. Then off to changi boardwalk. I LEARN NOTHING.12:41 AM
1130 back to school and did a worksheet. DUMB POEMS WERE CREATED. hahas. after that off for lunch before heading jogathon. Went novena, ate at some thai restaurant and we got CHEATED! damn it. oh wells, what can i say. After that bought strawberry dip in chocolate. YUMMILCIOUS.
Took 851 to the petrol station and j-walk to macritche(is it correct spelling?). HOW DUMB ((: reach there. only see darren, khai wee, sean ng and ian. Later minli and wanxian came and more. but only 17/33 people came. PATHETIC! the rest all PON!
We walked and did not run. MANN the monkey looks cute. They didnt chase me because i think i dont smell BANANA-ish. CRAP CRAP. walked all the way and laugh loadds.
Around 6.15 dismissed. Went to have dinner with Huishan, Denise, Qiuhan, Yijun,Liling, Ian, Khai Wee, Sean Ng and Darren. Ate at mac. this is where the boys get super dumb. ALL FOUR ORDERED HAPPY MEAL. and got this toy care. we were like. GOODNESS?
After dinner around 8. went to the nearby playground and played blind mice. CLIMBING ALL OVER LIKE MONKEYS. but was fun. around 8.45 left. meet my mum in orchard and walk around. Reach home 12plus midnight. Wells, mum going indonesia tomorrow and me maybe going out with liling and friends. YUP. thats all.
Things are settled. present gave. class t done. jogathin ended
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Thursday, March 09, 2006
FANG FAMILY ((:
HEYYS. oh man. my eyes are dying to be closed. im forcing it to open just for the sake of blogging. Goodness i like didnt blog yesterday and it feels so weird. so i had no choice but to blog today though im freaking tired, weak and my legs are "JELLIFIED". thats sounds so complain freak. MANNS. alrights, so today school wasnt that bad afterall. Things went on smoothly, but Character First was disaster mann. everyone was busy collecting everything. Ms Lim hit the roof top lahhs. GOSH! haha. wells collecting money is sickening. but i had no choice because we are collecting our class t after school.10:25 PM
After school, went up,down,up and down just to find ms lim and mr choo. But both went meeting. OH MANNS. well, took bus to far east to eat lunch and collect class t. the journey was such a sick journey. hahha. Went with nichola, clarinda, cassandra, jessie, denise, sock teng, joby, georgina, minli and sherry. Ate at long john and we have two gangs. TOILET AND FOOD. wahhas. after eating we went to scribble on the wall that area((: took class t!!!! SUPER HAPPY.
Then we walked around and created a family. The fang family. consist of;;
Clarinda ;; Shu-Da-Da
Denise ;; Shu-Dee-Dee
Joby ;; Shu-Bee-Bee
Nichola ';; Shu-La-La
Cassandra ;; OHMA
Jessie ;; Shu- Si- Si
Sherry ;; Shu-Ree-Ree
Sock Teng ;; Shu-Teng-Teng
Natasha ;; Shu-Ta-Ta
CUTE RIGHTTS.
alrights. left town around 820. reach home nearly 930. tomorrow jogathon(EWW) and boardwalk.
IM EXCITED!! how dumb.
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Wednesday, March 08, 2006
computer lab 2
HEYYS. well this might be a super de duper short entry. Like duhhs. that cassandra forced me to blog. how can she bully me!! WAHHAS. anyhow, we are suppose to do FNN survey now but guess what majority of us went blog searching. heehs. oh well, today after school will be staying back for create a book competition. damn thats boring.1:12 AM
Alrights. im dying for recess. bye bunch of blog searchers!!
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Tuesday, March 07, 2006
i love class-t ((:
YIPPE. i might be getting bonkers in this very entry okays. so bare with my bonker-ness and dont hate me for it. You simple cant blame a small girl to go crazy right? I shall start off with what happened way early in the morning and continued by things that happen in school and after school. Im so freaking excited to blog. HOW WEIRD. alrights.1:31 PM
So what else can i say, i meet eileen early in the morning just to go to school. Like duhhs. thats what i blog everyday. wahhas. anyhows, as far as i know, we were pretty noisy in the bus. we were like the only one talking so damn loud lahhs. but like who cares. We have loadds to talk about the weekends. And what you expect from girls.
Had morning assembly and devotion was like DRAGG! she talk so long can. my gosh we were super de duper restless. And finally she ended her long devotion. We were like phew! finally. heehs. Had newspaper for reading period. but not much time to read. DAMN! that sucks. oh well, first period..err should i say first three periods was english. Shit. our sun(reading chart) is gone. ITS GONE FOREVER. and now poor audrey tan have to do it again. HURR. idiot man. i bet ya its the cleaner. well i shouldnt jump to conclusion here. HEEHS. did some compre. actually the compre wasnt that bad afterall. just exaggerating. After long english lesson, i hereby say that malay lesson have arrived. Cikgu(Teacher) return our papers. im glad that i pass up all. phew! then did the dumb newspaper article. I HATE IT SO MUCH. rahhs.
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Monday, March 06, 2006
excited for so many things
Alrights. im super excited. hope can make it by thursday. I REALLY HOPE(: pray pray pray. oh wells, im off to do my homework in an hour time. EXCITED? nahhs. well i cant wait till friday. ITS JOGATHON! i wont run. i think. hahaha. enjoy the scenery will be a great idea. hmms.i think im getting excited to loadds of things except history. BLAHHS. wahhas.thats all for now!!11:42 AM
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at the top of the world where i saw you
YES! im done with this blogskin. Like finally. took me years finding the picture. And now its done. im super glad. WHEE. hahas. cut that crap. anyways today had a great 14 hour sleep since last night. ive turn into a "sleeper". HAHA. well hope with all the sleep that i have, my dark eye circle will be better. Oh well, tomorrow is school. I so not looking forward to it. There would be 3 long period of english but on the other hand, nevermind cause its miss jeya afterall. but i have not done the homework yet! SHUCKKS. ive been lazying around pretty loadds nowadays. maybe i need the holiday. but for sure i would be down for the extra lessons thingy. well i rather go school than slacking at home and keep on eating NON STOP. alrights. oh no. there will be recess assembly. i simply hate it somehow. Lets pray that it would ran and TADA!!8:57 AM
There isnt much people online. And i feel totally bored. i will do my homework before i sleep tonight and i hope i can wake up tomorrow cause there is school. YESH. well i just realised that ive been blasting only one from like hours ago till now. HAHA. i didnt even know it. perhaps im getting weirder now. I dont know what to do next. hmms. well let me think. err. nahhs...ermm. okay i will go blog searching. FOR FUN. yeahs. maybe i will. MAYBE.
my nutella is no longer to be seen cause i ate them all. OH MANN. i miss it loaddies now. I SHALL BUY THEM SOON!
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Sunday, March 05, 2006
boring day!
Okays. so today was pretty okays. like duhhs because i slept for 16 hours in total. From last night till this afternoon. Feel so great can. Oh wells. i was being dared by cassandra to write an act cute testimonial. i nearly died man. great. anyways i change my blogskin ((: alrights. think that should be all for now. there is nothing much to blog about. maybe will start doing all my homeworks later.11:06 AM
HOMEWORKS
HOMEWORKS
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Saturday, March 04, 2006
ive been molest by ANTS. those crawling freaks
Finally reading period we are allowed to read magazines. Then we somehow exchanged our magazines here and there. After reading period was suppose to have mathematic lessons but teacher was on course. So had the "shit down" teacher. WAHHH! he cants stop talking i was like so pissed cause i didnt do my karangan(compo) and there he is talking so loud. irritating. so i told him to somehow talk softer. WAHHAS. after two free periods, had malay. did homework discussion.12:56 PM
Recess was next. Goodness the 'Q' was super long. We took nearly 20minutes to buy our food. Nearly gave up but i was hungry and when im hungry i get angry. So must must eat. Rebel the recess assembly timing. Heck care it and we only started lining up at the parade square at 11 plus. Next was physics. It was damn confusing. I GET NOTHING ABOUT IT. helps! Social studies, arghh the teacher was super fast. we haven copy the notes finish she change slides. What the. English free period((: Relief teacher came in played lame riddles with her. HAHAHHAH.Assembly was boring. Some forum. Amirah scare the whole lot of us man. But thank god nothing happpen to her dad.
After school went marina square with eileen. Ate at BK. FULL FULL FULL. walked around and bought stuffs. Then went to mc cafe and drink ice chocolate. MY DEAREST BELOVED. yummy yummy. 545 left and trained down to yishun. Eileen went cell group. Bus home and reached home before 7(((:
Oh mann. i super duper hate ants. They have been biting me. My hands, my legs, my neck, my toe, my back and now im suspecting that they bite my eyes. Parade ground also so many ants lahh. FREAKS. Ants are as if molesting me by crawling on me. URGHH LITTLE FREAKS. I HATE THEM.
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Friday, March 03, 2006
walking away from that door
HEYYS. so finally today was movie day. Okays anyways today asssembly was okay. Had social studies, was pretty moodless to study. After two periods of that, we had mathematics but it was free period. Chatted loadds in class and was shouting to cassandra cause she did not want to come to school. Obvious she was still at home. Next stop was english. Did oral passange reading and stuffs. Had fun. Tell me since when english lesson was boring.2:06 PM
Recess! Ate fishcake only cause was left with 10 minutes of recess. Like how can i eat my plate of rice in just 10 minutes. MAN, impossible. So recess was cut down by 10 beloved minutes. how sick is that? cause we are having that recess assembly thingy. Well the sun was freaking hot. All was like complaining lahhs. They took so long for us to be release to go to lido to watch movie as a school. We were at the parade ground with the wonderful sun for like one whole hour. Think all of us have enough of vitamin D for the day. WAHHAS. crap crap.
So finally took the train down to orchard. Lido 1. we were with the lower secondary. WHOAA. they are super noisy peeps. LIKE SUPER. watch the movie. well i watch it before and so its my second time. but i cried. terrible man me. like my whole row cried cann. even some boys cried though some boys at the back was like laughing and stuffs. then there was this part when the father was being punched and stuffs and landed on the floor and same goes when the son also landed on the floor. Then, there was this boy started saying "LIKE FATHER LIKE SON". wahh. want to cry also like going to laugh lahh.
After movie went with 11 people- Audrey Tan and Mah, Nichola, Qiuhan, Yijun, Huisha, Denise, Huda, Liling, Minli and Johnson. We walked down to cine long john and invaded it. HAHA. i bet you LJS earn loadds there can. thanks to us. Then walk around and went to heeren to take neoprints. hahah.
The rest went off and i met eileen. Suzanne and Chew Sung went off. Eileen wanted to buy school bag but there wasnt anything which WOW her. so around 7.05 left orchard and went to northpoint. Bought her school bag like finally. Anyways im off with her tomorrow to buy stuffs at city hall. CAUSE i spent nothing today and thats sick.
Well next school activity would be jogathon(next friday) and Malaysia trip(next next friday). YIPPE. so much things going on. I love it. OH MANN. i remembered my malay homework the worksheet is left under table. HOW GRR. RAHHHHH. and i think im sick. i cant stop coughing and sneezing. OH MANN.
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Thursday, March 02, 2006
just a simple poem
My heart it wails,12:34 PM
a lonely song.
Lyrics of love,
and trust long gone.
My soul it cries,
a saddened verse.
Poem of betrayal,
and loves dark curse.
My mind it drowns,
in a hymn of passion.
Rythmic beats,
of a last confession.
My eyes they glint,
of my true dread.
My heart it screams,
my words unsaid...
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when i look at the stars
Alrights. so today we had the pledge taken in four languages. I kept on giggling but must maintain. HAHA. wells had chapel and stuffs. Anyhows afer school went junction eight with liling to buy tibits. I no mood to blog. Oh yeah. i change my blog song ((: AND TOMORRROW MOVIE!!10:38 AM
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Wednesday, March 01, 2006
we are just so typical singaporean right?
Today is pretty boring. I lost the interest in blogging now. Well i will try to blog as much as possible though. Anyhows, today aud tan was absent again. after assembly, form and co-form teacher made us stay back. Thought was spot check but thank god we got praise somehow instead. They say alot of teachers give compliment on our class. So they say if one more teacher say good thing about our class, we will have a mini-class party next week. YIPPE. lets hope we will have the party ((: It somehow encouraged us as a class lahhs.11:41 AM
Fnn and other subjects went on pretty fine. After school stayed back in school till 525. Did create a book competition thingy with nichola, huishan, yijun and qiuhan. We didnt do much. Alrights so tomorrow is wednesday and we are suppose to say the pledge in four languange. HAHAHA. aightts. After tomorrow is thursday!! YIPPE. movie day. though i watch the movie once, it would be nice to watch it together as a school. Lets hope i dont cry again cause the movie ie super touching somehow.
Thats all now. Gonna continue my biology and english homework. Yes and today is the last day of february anyways.
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Tuesday, February 28, 2006
thanks alot for asking me to tuck in in and wear socks high high. THANKS!
So today woke up as per normal and i discovered that i cant open my right eye. It super de duper swollen. at first i kinda heck care it, hoping that it would not be swollen later on. So before i left the house, i stare at the mirror once again and guess what. IT WAS SUPER SWOLLEN. i was like arghh. sickening man. i can barely open my right eye. Met eileen as per usual and she was like what happen to your eyes. The journey to school was okay. 10:37 AM
Suzanne changed her handphone to eileen's phone like that but pink in colour. Then talk for awhile and huda helped us to take the class key. After that, went to parade ground. Continued talking with friends and took strait times. Super heavy cause there was like extra four copies. After so we had typical morning assembly and reading period. today reading period like no time. i only manage to read in and home. i didnt read LIFE! wahhas.
Here the sickening part come. We had sudden spot check. At first they say only for girls then suddenly the boys also kena cause they were talking. So sadly the whole school kena. I tucked in my uniform. And this is where it all began. Mr T picked me out with another few to pull of socks high high. He was like take off your shoe and pull your socks. wear the shoe back until i tell you so. So he made me sit at the rocky thingy and pull my socks. At first he wasnt so satisfied, i was on the verge of scolding him back but CONTROL! and i angry-ly pull my socks like super high cann. So embarrassing lahs. Then when he was finally satisfied, he made me stand back with my class. Then Mr C came and told me to tuck in my uniform. He say like yes it will make me look weird cause it makes me look i have a shorter body. I was like good to know that you know that and with this dont i look freaking shorter. Goodness, we look like retards cann. Its so stuffy and we have to wear our socks high high! CRAZY. and plus you know that people will laugh at us. Imagine we go lido like that. NEWS HEADLINE the next day man. I see no reason for the recess assembly and also the after school assembly. Recess assembly is just taking out our eating time and making the que even longer for god know reason why. and after school assembly is even crappier. Are we like gonna wait under the hot sun or what. Like total crap. i just dont know why but things are getting pretty unreasonable. Like for goodness sake, making us tuck in and wear our socks high high is just waste of time. Yes we know the past generation wear their uniform like that but come on, we are living in th year 2006. COME ON! we look super retard. i can barely concerntrate in class. i was like super grumpy. This spoils my mood. I lost the sense of security when im out of class cause i believe teachers are there to catch us and stuffs. Imagine teacher after teacher ask you to tuck in your uniform in in and socks high high. Super sick right. I dont mean to criticize but think for the school student sake. I bet everyone is grumbling about this. I BET!
After that had english. We did some comprehension. Had mother tongue did some malay newspaper discussion which was super boring. Recess was next went down and eat nothing. Instead we were all running away from teachers. Like where is our freedom. Then lessons continues. History teacher never come so celebration ((:
After school, went northpoint for lunch and walked around. around 5 plus reach home. and my eyes is super swollen still. Mom ask me to go doctor but nahhs, i hate medicine. Oh wells, i seriously hope there wont be another spot check or my day will be worse than today.
WILL YOU PEOPLE EVER GET ALIVE.
STOP TELLING ME WHAT TO DO.
CAUSE I WONT LISTEN.
LIKE COME ON WHO CARES RIGHT.
you are just INFAMOUS now!
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Monday, February 27, 2006
i say...take me out
Guess what. i did only one mathematic question. Planning to do the rest later. WAHHAS. im getting so lazy nowadays. wells, tomorrow there will be three long periods of english. Let hope it will be fun ((: Erm i dont know what else to blog. Alrights i hope tomorrow would be a great day. 12:43 PM
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ONLY ONE// yellowcard
Im blogging again for no reason. im gonna do my homework pretty soon. well its my 200th blog entry so far. So gonna post something different. Sounds dumb huhhs. This song is super nice "ONLY ONE" by yellowcard.I love this song since like long time ago but i just feel like posting the lyrics this time round. Oh well here it goes ;;8:30 AM
Broken this fragile thing now
And I cant, I cant pick up the pieces
And Ive thrown my words all around
But I cant, I cant give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I cant, I cant hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I cant, I cant get up when youre gone
And somethings breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I wont walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, theres just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, theres just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one
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yummy yummy nutella
I change my blogskin. like finally right, wanted to make a blogskin again but i lost of idea and mood. So took one out from blogskins.com. I love love love my blog. This sound so uhh. but oh wells, nevermind. Anyhows, im like suppose to create another blog for 4comp reading review thing but guess what im lazy to do them now. I have tons of work which i have not completed yet. My butt is stuck on the chair already. WAHHAS. im think im getting more and more lazy every single day. 6:37 AM
So last night was online till er, 10? i forgot. oh man now im suffering from STM. wonderful. crap! yeah i think around there lahs. So did some reading and i started sneezing like non-stop. AND ITS NOT THAT MY ROOM IS DUSTY! it must be something else like i dont know. for all i care it isnt my room. maybe that library book was dusty. yea! perhaps. so my mom came in and started nagging cause i didnt take my medicine. so as you can see im forced to take them. After that i zzz. Around 6plus in the morning i woke up and discovered that my dear air-con was off. i was like ARGH. i suspect its my mother. so i on it again and continued to sleep.
Woke up around 11 and stuffs. ate laksa for Brunch. im so full. i dont wish to eat dinner. anyhow i must tell you this. I LOVE LOVE LOVE nutella. ((: yummy yummy! oh ya, i will be a good girl and do my homework around 5? yeah i will.
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Sunday, February 26, 2006
Looking from the roof terrace, i see everything i wish to see with you
So me and my mum went to ikea. And then wonderfully i bumped into cassandra and her mum. was pretty shocking. then we chatted and i decided to go out with cassandra with our mum permission. HAHAS. crap man. we somehow walked around ikea. actually wanted to get the black rubbish bin but nahhs next time. So we ate at the shopping centre opposite and stuffs.11:47 AM
So we took 165 at the opposite bus stop and was suppose to alight at Queenstown mrt station but then decided to go to marina centre.We dont even know where it is lahs. so we just carry on the journey. Well we learn loadds of things like bus 123 pass by tiong bahru, the parliament and others. Cassandra so wanted to see Singapore river so the bus somehow passed by and she was like cool.Then alighted at millenia walk and went to Esplanade. went up to the roof terrace. super nice. was like just the right place to be when you are sad and happy. its such a beautiful place to be. there were like loadds of couples there. HAHA. and me and cassandra was like err. we aint les. then we look around. saw the river. oh my its just so nice. had a few seconds of thinking there. i love the place loadds. ((:
Then we wanted to cross the road and we saw S Rajaratnam name and stuffs on the top of the wall. there was mediacorp bus vehicle also. Cassandra wanted to take a picture of it but didnt manage. Went to walk around marina and trained home. reach yishun aroound 630pm and cabbed home. Yeahh! no one is at home. i have peace ((: Well, im in love with the things around me which i love only. does it make sense?
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Saturday, February 25, 2006
blouse in, socks high up. HEY I LOOK SHORTER
Have been really moody and depressed the whole week. well im sort of okay already. lets hope nothing bad happens again cause its pretty sick. just because of my mood ive made things even harder in life. so lets just forget about those right now. i really dont want to go back to that kinda situation anymore. it makes me so pissed also. urgh. no more those kinda things please. wahhas.12:27 PM
Today everything was perfectly fine. The weather was great, there wasnt millipede on the ground and stuffs. UNTIL... lessons started. first stop was mathematics. so teacher was like tuck in all your blouse and pull up your socks. so i tucked in and yeah pulled up a little higher for my socks. that was pretty okay just that i look even SHORTER. than went down for malay lessons and somehow had some small argument with the teacher. it was like duh about our school uniform. i was like saying "imagine we step out of school looking like that". like whatever.
Recess. didnt eat rice. just drink and munch fish cake. after recess was physics. oh great. never remind me of this ever again. so teacher was like tuck your uniform all the way in and pull all your socks high. very well i tucked in my blouse AGAIN. and my socks i make is higher and can see logo already. teacher not satisfied. like its that the best you can pull. wah i was so sick i can puke at that point of time. i was like so weak and all this uniform thing comes up. so i was like standing for awhile. until my socks was like super de duper high then i was allowed to sit. can you imagine a short girl looking even shorter like that. oh my thats so blehs.
Social studies was the same. just that i wasnt being told again cause my socks was like high and my blouse was like super in. Nerd is all i can say. but my classmates was like making a joke out of it. ian tucked all the way in including his school tie. funny man. its like super weird can. then he say the school next top model. like american next top model kinda thing. keep on laughing lahhs.
went down for assembly looking like a toot. no comments. during assembly principal told us stuffs and then had some talk and dismiss. helped teacher with class blog and went amk to eat. then went to junction eight to waste time. reach home 635pm like that. was pretty okay ((: dont remind me of the uniform again.
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Friday, February 24, 2006
understand me please
IM JUST USELESS. IM GOOD FOR NOTHING. YOU GUYS JUST DONT UNDERSTAND ME. I HATE IT ALL.12:15 PM
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Thursday, February 23, 2006
the tears of life,these tears of pain
Today is like so called boring. Eileen was absent so dad sent me to school and so as per usual i blast the radio. My dad was like can lower down the volume and i say NO. hahas. reach school pretty early, even suzanne hasnt reach yet. Took class key. So had assembly and then had some chit chat with miss lim. She is nice lah. i got to know her better and stuffs. She is super understanding lahhs. CHEERS. Then principal talked to us and had a deal. Me and aud tan was like Treaty of PHS. (Treaty of versailles) LOL.12:31 PM
Had chapel. boring so slacked around with yanti and huda. And history was next. got caught for socks by the teacher. ARGHH. nevermind. i shall not complain more. wahhas. then had no P.E lessons. how boring again. after recess was malay. did some compre which was super boring. Then the lessons continued. i cant remember them all. everything was super boring. Had 2 free periods.
After school met eileen at woodlands library then ate at Long John and trained down to ang mo kio library to study. So studied at the cafe. bought munch munch. YUMMY YUMMY ((: left around 545. and took bus home. everything seems boring. Cant wait for tomorrow, cause going AMK library cafe to eat pasta. CRAVING MAN.
im living in a secret thats covered in a lie
every night i find a new reason to cry
why is love so hard to find and see
i just want someone who'll love me
ive been hiding all my true feelings from you
fighting to get through
someone tell me do you see my pain
is my hate the same
can i close my eyes and it all fade away
my pain theres no words to say
making myself smile hurts worse then crying
everything i say i know all I'm doing is lying
love has broken my heart in two
all because i fell in love with you
is there away out from all of this pain thats tearing me apart
i no longer have a heart
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Wednesday, February 22, 2006
just asking. is it too much. anyways i hate two things.
Somehow today was better. I meant my mood was better than the past few days. Though i will still get it back whenever i think of it, which makes me like sick. oh why cant i just forget about it. just treat it as some crap or something. arghh. if only i can plain forget about it. nevermind about that. oh wells. so today morning met eileen as per usual and crap loadds in the bus. And someone farted in the bus. Its like wahh lauu. STINKS LIKE HELL. it smells like rotten egg cann. URGHH. early morning lehhs. think this person is so the disgusting.i know its part of life but please dont fart in the bus. Me and eileen was like GOSHH!! stinks stinks. 12:33 PM
Reach school as per normal and collected class key. As usual morning assembly and FNN lessons up till recess. Alrights, had recess and ate some typical malay food. like what else can i eat. Late for english lessons but teacher never scold. in fact th whole class was like waiting for me to say "CLASS STAND" and greet teacher. did some compo discussion. not so bad. maths was okay. Physics was so tiring. I nearly sleep but nichola entertained me by playing with stickers. How lame?
After school went KFC with eileen and liying and their class friends. Then went to study at amk library. i finished my homework. yeahhs. around 515 left and took bus to yishun. bought bubble tea and carrot cake(oh shit its still in my bag!). Up to popular, bought foolscap and then went into minitoons get more stickers ((: reach home 645 plus. im freaking free. oh shucks im broke. oh noo! its like only 21st of february. i have to suffer for so long! argh. now i wish i save money last year.
Just to know me would be good enough for now.
Am i asking too much.
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Tuesday, February 21, 2006
tuck all in and raise your hand. that isnt enough.
Great. i bet you no one will say that today was the best day of all the days in their life. Well its true. today pretty much a drag and sick lahhs. Tell you why as i blog okays. So today morning wasnt in a good mood already. I myself dont know why, i feel so bad now cause eileen was pretty high but my mood was super low. sorry. somehow my mood was like that since friday night. dont want to talk about it, makes me so sick. haii. forget it. anyhow so took class key and went to parade ground but was later told to go to hall. so took the damn heavy newspaper up to the hall. we had somehow like human jam(traffic jam). that makes me even more RAHHS. im getting angry over this stuffs lah. cant help it. so waited at one corner and slowly followed the crowd in. to be truth i didnt know where i was going cause all i saw was like tall tall people. Fine the fact is that im short. so squeeze my way through like a mouse.11:08 AM
Finally found my way into the hall and sitting place. somehow i miss the gallery cause it isnt packed like sardines. so lined up and had typically morning assembly. After awhile had reading period. Today newspaper wasnt that bad i think. Then the whole school boys had to stay behind for some talks. Think it was somehow the same talked the girls heard last week. The girls went back to class and ms jeya did something super de duper funny. she was like told us to tuck in our blouse all in. like TOTALLY in. then raise up both of your hand and then thats the proper way of using the uniform. we were laughing like hell can. thank god there was only girls around. Not long after the boys came back and it was their turn to do so. haha. after so, we did some english stuffs.And i started feeling unwell. i was like feeling so weak. my body ache and my nose doesnt feel okay. asked for panadol around but cant find any.I even complained of having symptoms of bird flu. Had malay lessons after that. did some newspaper article thing. crap is all i can say.
Recess came next. i was like sick but just control and went down to eat. ordered food but had not much appetite. After that got back our mathematics results. dont ask me how much i get but i flunk the paper. but not so terribly. but the fact is that i still failed it. Biology came next arghh. i fail again. goodness i really have to study for my midyear so terribly hard. i somehow slacked this common test lah. Social studies came next and i was caught talking two times. i was like arghh. sick man. After that was history. I PASS! i was shocked. 17/25. advertise to the world man! ((:
After school, went out with phoebe, cassandra and celeste. Ate at long john and crap loadds. After that walked around till 445 and trained down to bishan with cassandra. not long after took cab home cause i feel so sick again. The journey home was so tiring lah. though i sit there waiting to reach home, my body ache got worse and i started coughing and sneezing. Must be due to all the fast food i ate recently.oh mann im weak.So reached home before six and again my mum was shocked. so ate early dinner and now doing some work. tomorrow getting FNN results. oh man im sure to fail this time round.
Just thinking and suffering from stupid weird things i was thinking.
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